INSOMNIA

Thank GOD for Keeping up with the Kardashians

That’s literally all I’ve watched since I got sick! And I’ve literally watched every single season, every single episode over and over again that I think I’m on at least the 5th or 6th time! No shame.

Yet again I haven’t slept thanks to the tingling sensation of an itch-you-just-can’t-scratch all over your body that jolts you awake everytime you even get close to drifting off! It’s TORTURE and I’m seriously starting to get fed up

This has resulted in me getting in the shower in a freezing cold wet room at 3am then again at 5am then again at 7am and it’s just getting beyond ridiculous ha! No amount of painkillers or morphine touch it and I have tried SO hard to pinpoint when exactly this happens. Did I eat something different/did I not take enough meds/is the temperature different I can’t seem to figure it out – but all I know is it happens mosts nights and it is ruining my relationship. I know he would never admit it but he can’t sleep here when I’m awake watching my Kardashians so he is forced to sleep in a different bedroom – it’s not bloody fair.

I hope that I get sorted before it ruins my relationship because he is what keeps me going most days… Bleuh